08.08.08
(wow is that really the largest font? how depressing)
Olympics starts!
not that i'm THAT excited about it. But i thought if i left it at '080808' this would be a rather short post....
Friday, August 08, 2008
Thursday, August 07, 2008
A little something
I know I said I was going offline to all you msn people out there. But i didn't say i was going to sleep. although i did say i was going to get off the computer, but I've been in a blogging mood these past couple of days (see previous blogs... super monologueing...). This is going to be long and pointless.
Anyway. I just wanted to share a little something with you guys.
Almost a couple of years ago, I started a new blog. This is its first entry:
A start of something new... (19 Nov 06)
this is my brand new blog.
at the moment me, and only me knows of its existence.im trying to find out how to make this a protected blog where only certain people i choose to allow can visit. but i dont know how. i need swati's help.i've been a bit troubled the past few days. for many reasons.
ah i dont know what to write. im too lazy...i still miss them very very much and i think thats causing my whole body to be a bit messed up and therefore messing up my menstrual cycle and it totally sucks. not only my period is mesesd up, its like im having constant PMS its not funny.agh.maybe i shouldnt give out this blog address after all... i need somewhere to ramble.
And I surprised myself- but until now the blog remains hidden and totally safe. At least that's what I believe. *Yay*
Most of my ramblings are well... for me and me only to read. But there are a few entries I can't figure out why i decided to post there, instead of here... SO here they are :) (because my body doesn't want to get into bed.)
New Year. (6 January 07)
Last year was one of the most interesting years. i guess my years get more and more interesting each year... but then last year really WAS special cuz its the time of transition. I finished high school. I got myself JOBS. i worked.
screw this i can't write... agh.
try.
no. wth. screw this.
What a failed entry. :S
Friday, 19 January 2007
It's always very nervewrecking when i open my blog. what if someone, somehow, manages to find my blog and not nonly find it,but some how manage to hack their way through the password thing and READ IT!??? OMG scary thought.
i'm getting freaked out about uni.
i still can't cook
i still don't have everything i need
i have WAY too much stuff to carry
i don't know what to pack
i need to finish my scholarship application which i CANNOT WRITE.
and im not ready!!!
omg die.
die
die
die.
surprise surprise. I'm still alive.
Friday, 26 January 2007
After all that waiting, waiting and more waiting, its almost time.2 more weeks and i'll be in australia. 2 more weeks and i'll be meeting the people i'll spend the next 4 years with.
Its been about 6 months since i last saw amy.
Its been almost 5 months since i last saw adam.
In 2 weeks time it will be at least 10 months before i see mjelva, sheila, ritika, jennie, wanda, swati, martina, and that makes it 15 months till i see adam, and 16 months amy. thats IF we turn up in singapore in december. very small likelyhood. but there's nothing wrong with hoping.
Dom, i might meet in adelaide.
i'm rather depressed at the moment.i feel like crying. :(
yet at the same time i'm having a really cheerful chat with mjelva, and i just made my sis very happy and i appear to be cheery to her too.msn is an amazing thing. kind of hard at times, like now. When i end up pretending everything's okay. when it's not really. im depressed.
i love every aspect of being a girl. except the menstrual cycle. it drives me nuts.
oh, by the way- im going to adelaide alone now.
I still haven't met up with Amy since she left Singapore when i WAS IN KUANTAN. It annoys me to think how much i missed in Amy's last week in Singapore. And it totally wasn't planned. We had so many things planned for the last week and all of a sudden I couldn't be there. Imagine my frustration, anger and sadness.
OMGGGGGGG.I swear I have some sort of disease... (16 June 2007)
what the HELL is wrong with me?!?
its my FIRST semester, my FIRST uni exams, its a saturday night 1am. my first paper is in 55 hours and IM ONLINE and i have been online for the past 3 hours! (or if i wasnt onlie i was talking to wendy)and pa and sis is here and i could be spending time with them but i SAID I was going to STUDY but here i am.
why?
i dont know.
oh no wait. im a freakin idiot. thats why.
GO AND STUDY B*TCH.
agh.
killyou.
die.
go study.
or die.
seriously girl.you'll fail chem if you do nt study.you have 10 lectures to go through, gazillion tutorial questions and lots of revision.
get GOING.
bye
I didn't fail. :)
OK. enough time wasting. The rest is for me to keep.
I should sleep now and wake up before lunch hour tomorrow.
By the way, after ALL these years, I just found out my blog only publishes in ONE FONT no matter how i format it beforehand. seriously.
Anyway. I just wanted to share a little something with you guys.
Almost a couple of years ago, I started a new blog. This is its first entry:
A start of something new... (19 Nov 06)
this is my brand new blog.
at the moment me, and only me knows of its existence.im trying to find out how to make this a protected blog where only certain people i choose to allow can visit. but i dont know how. i need swati's help.i've been a bit troubled the past few days. for many reasons.
ah i dont know what to write. im too lazy...i still miss them very very much and i think thats causing my whole body to be a bit messed up and therefore messing up my menstrual cycle and it totally sucks. not only my period is mesesd up, its like im having constant PMS its not funny.agh.maybe i shouldnt give out this blog address after all... i need somewhere to ramble.
And I surprised myself- but until now the blog remains hidden and totally safe. At least that's what I believe. *Yay*
Most of my ramblings are well... for me and me only to read. But there are a few entries I can't figure out why i decided to post there, instead of here... SO here they are :) (because my body doesn't want to get into bed.)
New Year. (6 January 07)
Last year was one of the most interesting years. i guess my years get more and more interesting each year... but then last year really WAS special cuz its the time of transition. I finished high school. I got myself JOBS. i worked.
screw this i can't write... agh.
try.
no. wth. screw this.
What a failed entry. :S
Friday, 19 January 2007
It's always very nervewrecking when i open my blog. what if someone, somehow, manages to find my blog and not nonly find it,but some how manage to hack their way through the password thing and READ IT!??? OMG scary thought.
i'm getting freaked out about uni.
i still can't cook
i still don't have everything i need
i have WAY too much stuff to carry
i don't know what to pack
i need to finish my scholarship application which i CANNOT WRITE.
and im not ready!!!
omg die.
die
die
die.
surprise surprise. I'm still alive.
Friday, 26 January 2007
After all that waiting, waiting and more waiting, its almost time.2 more weeks and i'll be in australia. 2 more weeks and i'll be meeting the people i'll spend the next 4 years with.
Its been about 6 months since i last saw amy.
Its been almost 5 months since i last saw adam.
In 2 weeks time it will be at least 10 months before i see mjelva, sheila, ritika, jennie, wanda, swati, martina, and that makes it 15 months till i see adam, and 16 months amy. thats IF we turn up in singapore in december. very small likelyhood. but there's nothing wrong with hoping.
Dom, i might meet in adelaide.
i'm rather depressed at the moment.i feel like crying. :(
yet at the same time i'm having a really cheerful chat with mjelva, and i just made my sis very happy and i appear to be cheery to her too.msn is an amazing thing. kind of hard at times, like now. When i end up pretending everything's okay. when it's not really. im depressed.
i love every aspect of being a girl. except the menstrual cycle. it drives me nuts.
oh, by the way- im going to adelaide alone now.
I still haven't met up with Amy since she left Singapore when i WAS IN KUANTAN. It annoys me to think how much i missed in Amy's last week in Singapore. And it totally wasn't planned. We had so many things planned for the last week and all of a sudden I couldn't be there. Imagine my frustration, anger and sadness.
OMGGGGGGG.I swear I have some sort of disease... (16 June 2007)
what the HELL is wrong with me?!?
its my FIRST semester, my FIRST uni exams, its a saturday night 1am. my first paper is in 55 hours and IM ONLINE and i have been online for the past 3 hours! (or if i wasnt onlie i was talking to wendy)and pa and sis is here and i could be spending time with them but i SAID I was going to STUDY but here i am.
why?
i dont know.
oh no wait. im a freakin idiot. thats why.
GO AND STUDY B*TCH.
agh.
killyou.
die.
go study.
or die.
seriously girl.you'll fail chem if you do nt study.you have 10 lectures to go through, gazillion tutorial questions and lots of revision.
get GOING.
bye
I didn't fail. :)
OK. enough time wasting. The rest is for me to keep.
I should sleep now and wake up before lunch hour tomorrow.
By the way, after ALL these years, I just found out my blog only publishes in ONE FONT no matter how i format it beforehand. seriously.
hmmph
everytime you do that invisible writing thing, i get worried. yes, you know who you are. :)
But i dont ask about it because if you want to blurt you probably would. Since you didn't, I know it's none of my business. (or maybe sometimes it is, but its not... ?)
we all have our limits.
there used to be a boulder in between. Then it was just a wall. then it became cardboard. followed by paper. Now i it's just a membrane.
So i apologise if it breaks faster than you expect it to. I really am sorry.
(Doesn't help that auntie doesn't want to visit... Then again when she does visit, i have no more excuses. maybe i wont need any. for real. maybe it really is because of her)
But i dont ask about it because if you want to blurt you probably would. Since you didn't, I know it's none of my business. (or maybe sometimes it is, but its not... ?)
we all have our limits.
there used to be a boulder in between. Then it was just a wall. then it became cardboard. followed by paper. Now i it's just a membrane.
So i apologise if it breaks faster than you expect it to. I really am sorry.
(Doesn't help that auntie doesn't want to visit... Then again when she does visit, i have no more excuses. maybe i wont need any. for real. maybe it really is because of her)
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
1 week before mummy visits
...and my sis too.
I've got this week to completely SCRUB my home!! its never been in a bigger mess before. (ok. not true. exam time was just as bad, or maybe worse). I've got to do something with the laundry pile, the stained carpet, the mineral deposits in the bathroom... :S sounds like im living in a dumpster doesnt it? don't get me wrong, i have a lovely home. I just need to um... fix it a little.
But i not only need to clean up my house, i STILL havent organised my semester 1 notes which need to be put away, and i need to write out a pretty timetable to stick on my desk corkboard so i can see what classes i have the next day instead of having to rummage through my bag everytime i need to know... (since i can't get my head around when my classes are.... hey, even in the last week of uni last semester i had to refer to my timetable. i think. conie has been my walking timetable. thank you love :))
On top of that, I believe i should have some proper food in my fridge instead of pies, sausages and frozen fish and chips...
So maybe this saturday afternoon will be market day. IF i can get up on time. I should be able to. Its not like im working overnight. no excuse.
Hm... I can't wait for mum to get here :) I want to eat good home food. Haha.
By the way, I spoke to some Indian guy during the Msian Carnival (conie left the table, then this indian man came and sat opposite me and started yakking away...) And he said we can get Pandan leaves (frozen) from vietnamese grocery. In chinatown i presume. So maybe we CAN cook nasi lemak afterall... It's just the sambal that we'll have a problem with....
bah.. whats nasi lemak without the sambal... :(
well, I could be very hardworking and look up a recipe. But until now i stil haven't tried cooking chicken rice myself. What are the chances of me cooking nasi lemak instead?
hm. but i'll be here alone for quite a long time during the Summer Break. Maybe i'll do stuff then! yeah! why not? :) ok. i'm thinking WAaaaayy too far ahead... We're only in our second week of Uni. *hmmph* I can't wait.
So what was supposed to be a short little thing turned out to be an Essay. I'm just procrastinating. I've been doing this the entire day today. First this morning (procrastinate going out and getting things done. instead, i slept for another 3 hours after our morning lecture), then this evening (i planned to finish my pretutorial prep by today. Progress so far?- nil.), then Now. i don't know why. procrastinate going to Sleep?? WHO does that?? its not like im doing something very exciting. I'm just crapping on my blog.
Laurane- time for you to sleep. OR you'll have big trouble waking up tomorrow. You need to go to uni to print notes. SPeaking of which, you don't even know what class you have tomorrow, or whether you HAVE notes to print. You spent 2 hours at uni this evening not getting ANY pharm done, and on top of that, you didnt even look up what notes there are to print if there is any.
great.
okokok. Done. Over. Out. GO SLEEP.
I've got this week to completely SCRUB my home!! its never been in a bigger mess before. (ok. not true. exam time was just as bad, or maybe worse). I've got to do something with the laundry pile, the stained carpet, the mineral deposits in the bathroom... :S sounds like im living in a dumpster doesnt it? don't get me wrong, i have a lovely home. I just need to um... fix it a little.
But i not only need to clean up my house, i STILL havent organised my semester 1 notes which need to be put away, and i need to write out a pretty timetable to stick on my desk corkboard so i can see what classes i have the next day instead of having to rummage through my bag everytime i need to know... (since i can't get my head around when my classes are.... hey, even in the last week of uni last semester i had to refer to my timetable. i think. conie has been my walking timetable. thank you love :))
On top of that, I believe i should have some proper food in my fridge instead of pies, sausages and frozen fish and chips...
So maybe this saturday afternoon will be market day. IF i can get up on time. I should be able to. Its not like im working overnight. no excuse.
Hm... I can't wait for mum to get here :) I want to eat good home food. Haha.
By the way, I spoke to some Indian guy during the Msian Carnival (conie left the table, then this indian man came and sat opposite me and started yakking away...) And he said we can get Pandan leaves (frozen) from vietnamese grocery. In chinatown i presume. So maybe we CAN cook nasi lemak afterall... It's just the sambal that we'll have a problem with....
bah.. whats nasi lemak without the sambal... :(
well, I could be very hardworking and look up a recipe. But until now i stil haven't tried cooking chicken rice myself. What are the chances of me cooking nasi lemak instead?
hm. but i'll be here alone for quite a long time during the Summer Break. Maybe i'll do stuff then! yeah! why not? :) ok. i'm thinking WAaaaayy too far ahead... We're only in our second week of Uni. *hmmph* I can't wait.
So what was supposed to be a short little thing turned out to be an Essay. I'm just procrastinating. I've been doing this the entire day today. First this morning (procrastinate going out and getting things done. instead, i slept for another 3 hours after our morning lecture), then this evening (i planned to finish my pretutorial prep by today. Progress so far?- nil.), then Now. i don't know why. procrastinate going to Sleep?? WHO does that?? its not like im doing something very exciting. I'm just crapping on my blog.
Laurane- time for you to sleep. OR you'll have big trouble waking up tomorrow. You need to go to uni to print notes. SPeaking of which, you don't even know what class you have tomorrow, or whether you HAVE notes to print. You spent 2 hours at uni this evening not getting ANY pharm done, and on top of that, you didnt even look up what notes there are to print if there is any.
great.
okokok. Done. Over. Out. GO SLEEP.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
What a beautiful day...
Thank God the Sun came out and it was Warm!!! but only for the Carnival! I came to campus a few minutes ago and it was drizzling again. Amazing. If there is really a 'higher power', he was watching over us today. :)
Things ran semi-smoothly (the first half was a bit of a bumpy ride...) but apart from that- perfect.
Food was good, turnout was good.
Had lots of fun and that's all it's about.
:)
However, I managed to get about 3 bruises from falling over the thing that holds up the tent though... they're even bigger than the paintball bruises (which turned out to not hurt much at all... although it left a mark for a few days- im sure one of them hasnt completely recovered yet)
Sorry no pictures. I was too lazy to carry around my camera...
Things ran semi-smoothly (the first half was a bit of a bumpy ride...) but apart from that- perfect.
Food was good, turnout was good.
Had lots of fun and that's all it's about.
:)
However, I managed to get about 3 bruises from falling over the thing that holds up the tent though... they're even bigger than the paintball bruises (which turned out to not hurt much at all... although it left a mark for a few days- im sure one of them hasnt completely recovered yet)
Sorry no pictures. I was too lazy to carry around my camera...
Saturday, August 02, 2008
What A Day
I was Amused
I was Frustrated
I was Excited
I was Exhausted... and much more.
I wanted to go through what I did today, but I realised it would probably end up being a rather Boring story.
So I'll just skip the boring bits and talk about stuff that amused me. :)
Today at the full rehearsal, a complete stranger walked up to me, looked at my shoes and said- "You have Ketupat on your shoes."
I thought he talked to the wrong person then i realised he was really talking to me! He said if i had used 2 green laces instead of 1 white and 1 green it would REALLY look like a Ketupat...
Haha :)
I told myself to remember what this guy looked like, cuz i never asked him his name. I was a bit thrown back by the sudden remark. So i just talked to him a bit about the ketupat shoes then went off and did what i had to do. But directly after that i turned around again and i could NO LONGER RECOGNISE him. Weird. Maybe he was a fragment of my imgination. I mean, you never know... It was a room full of people, I was half asleep, and after that conversation i dont remember what he looked like....
Then at work today i finally learnt how to handle the Specialties board! After being at work for so long, it was finally time for me to learn something new... it was starting to get boring. Not saying that i Enjoy doing specialties though. It's quite horrible. There's so many things to handle at one time you just go insane... And its those people who are on Specs that tend to get shouted at most because people ahve to wait longest for their stuff... :S But it was quite fun since i was working at a pretty quiet time of the night and i could actually learn things properly without having peopl randomly Barging in offering help and confusing everything...
Then also at work today my colleague said i looked like Barbie Doll. NO IDEA where the hell that came from but he said the shift manager said thats what i looked like. I'm confused. I was a confused person today at work beacause of the new thing, and I'm half dead because i had about 5 hours sleep last night and a long day, and I've never been fatter in my entire life than I am now (ironically, THIS is the time I have to take part in a fashion show. OMG).
So where the 'barbie doll' idea came in, i have no idea. O wait, I can think of One thing that may link me to a barbie doll today at work- dumb 'blond'.
ok. so I'm not blonde. But i was definitely looking a bit like a lost cat sometimes...
Finally... when I was going home after work, a couple of girls were trying to get into the apartment. their friend lives here. So they were outside trying to press the right code to open the door and i was behing them frantically digging through my bag cuz i couldnt find my keys... then i Finally found my keys and opened the door for them (the code thing still didnt work) and i found out their friend lives on my floor so I let them in and up the lift and their friend came out to the lift area and was like- ooh how did you guys come up? and they replied her "there was this LADY who lives here" LADY!??! i'm still a girl... did i look that old?? :(
I was Frustrated
I was Excited
I was Exhausted... and much more.
I wanted to go through what I did today, but I realised it would probably end up being a rather Boring story.
So I'll just skip the boring bits and talk about stuff that amused me. :)
Today at the full rehearsal, a complete stranger walked up to me, looked at my shoes and said- "You have Ketupat on your shoes."
I thought he talked to the wrong person then i realised he was really talking to me! He said if i had used 2 green laces instead of 1 white and 1 green it would REALLY look like a Ketupat...
Haha :)
I told myself to remember what this guy looked like, cuz i never asked him his name. I was a bit thrown back by the sudden remark. So i just talked to him a bit about the ketupat shoes then went off and did what i had to do. But directly after that i turned around again and i could NO LONGER RECOGNISE him. Weird. Maybe he was a fragment of my imgination. I mean, you never know... It was a room full of people, I was half asleep, and after that conversation i dont remember what he looked like....
Then at work today i finally learnt how to handle the Specialties board! After being at work for so long, it was finally time for me to learn something new... it was starting to get boring. Not saying that i Enjoy doing specialties though. It's quite horrible. There's so many things to handle at one time you just go insane... And its those people who are on Specs that tend to get shouted at most because people ahve to wait longest for their stuff... :S But it was quite fun since i was working at a pretty quiet time of the night and i could actually learn things properly without having peopl randomly Barging in offering help and confusing everything...
Then also at work today my colleague said i looked like Barbie Doll. NO IDEA where the hell that came from but he said the shift manager said thats what i looked like. I'm confused. I was a confused person today at work beacause of the new thing, and I'm half dead because i had about 5 hours sleep last night and a long day, and I've never been fatter in my entire life than I am now (ironically, THIS is the time I have to take part in a fashion show. OMG).
So where the 'barbie doll' idea came in, i have no idea. O wait, I can think of One thing that may link me to a barbie doll today at work- dumb 'blond'.
ok. so I'm not blonde. But i was definitely looking a bit like a lost cat sometimes...
Finally... when I was going home after work, a couple of girls were trying to get into the apartment. their friend lives here. So they were outside trying to press the right code to open the door and i was behing them frantically digging through my bag cuz i couldnt find my keys... then i Finally found my keys and opened the door for them (the code thing still didnt work) and i found out their friend lives on my floor so I let them in and up the lift and their friend came out to the lift area and was like- ooh how did you guys come up? and they replied her "there was this LADY who lives here" LADY!??! i'm still a girl... did i look that old?? :(
Friday, August 01, 2008
for optus users... you know what this is
I decided to try my luck... so when the prize thing was flipping between different prizes, i pressed 'PrtSc'
WAaah!!!! If Only....
In actual fact, when it finally stopped flipping, I ended up with 40 free texts. Which isn't that bad. i'm not complaining! (definitely better than getting 10 txts... or even worse, a silly wall paper that I can't even use)
But still... I'd rather get the phone...
On another note... the darn Doritos should not have been at Alwyn's place last night. I headed to woolies and bought myself a pack and now I'm um... (as my mum calls it) pigging.
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