hmmph

everytime you do that invisible writing thing, i get worried. yes, you know who you are. :)
But i dont ask about it because if you want to blurt you probably would. Since you didn't, I know it's none of my business. (or maybe sometimes it is, but its not... ?)

we all have our limits.
there used to be a boulder in between. Then it was just a wall. then it became cardboard. followed by paper. Now i it's just a membrane.

So i apologise if it breaks faster than you expect it to. I really am sorry.
(Doesn't help that auntie doesn't want to visit... Then again when she does visit, i have no more excuses. maybe i wont need any. for real. maybe it really is because of her)