So much for life...

A couple of my schoolmates died in a car accident yesterday. I wasn't a close friend, but I knew them. I spent a week on a ship in perth with Alex and I remember little things like how he was seasick for a few days and how we had the same camera. I have a picture with him. I didn't know William well either. But I remember taking a picture with him during a friend's birthday party. I cannot say that I was close to either of them. Yet it is difficult to ignore what happened.

These two people are my age. We went to the same school. Heck, we just got out of school a year ago. These two people have just started university. They should have their whole lives ahead of them waiting to be LIVED. But all of a sudden everything just ends. Life stops there for them. Isn't it unfair? I am sure there are hundereds of things they want to do which hasn't been done. I know if I die today, I would not be satisfied. It makes me realise how short life can be. It reminds me to never hold back. Do what you want because you only live once, and you never know when it will come to an end.

Alex and William may you rest in peace.

Note: I actually wrote this a couple of days ago when i didnt have an internet connection at home. i'm currently using some random wireless signal my computer has managed to detect and connect!

There was a time when I wondered why I was so nice to some people who don’t seem to appreciate what I do for them. I did what I did because they’re my friends. Now I sometimes feel like I’m the one doing the ignoring. I guess when we manage to have a friend we know we can depend on, we take for granted what they do for us. I need to stop being such a pig and get back to who I was before. Or who I think I was before. It’s not fair, and I hate being taken for granted so it’s only right that I try my best not to do that to someone else.

On a different note, to the bunny: I said I would do this ages ago. So here’s your list:
1) Be confident. Most of the time you’re right. (I speak from experience J)
2) Reduce food conversations from about 90% to um… 50%? Haha. That applies to me too I guess… ><
3) Eat proper meals. Think protein, carbo, and veges for every meal. (oh look, I’m talking about food again… =S)
4) Stop making simple decisions difficult. Like whether to buy bread or not.(food again!) I think we’re stressed enough without it. O yeah and you made me think so hard about chem. Prac too! But that wasn’t a simple decision was it…?

Ok end of list for now. I thought I had a few more last time but I can’t seem to remember…

Today's update:
a weekend of butt shaking has left me completely exhausted. and behind on studies. but i'll catch up. sometime...

*grin*

1) I'm finally online on MY computer again.
2) I did not lose my phone-computer cable.
therefore...
3) PICTURES!! (and more pictures from my camera...) Enjoy. :)

My new room...

Before...
... After
Before...
... After

Before... (hi conie! :P) ... After
Me and my little zoo...hehe.

And now for some home made food! a lot of them were up on Conie's blog but since i havent put them up myself i thought i should. conie and i made them during the holidays...

Kim bab/sushi.
onde-onde (with gula melaka inside. we should have had a picture of it opened too!)
Scones (slightly too brown :P) with butter and jam

Self-saucing chocolate pudding.

And this is what i made a couple of days ago...

*ta-da* Chicken Cordon Bleu! inside it...
close up... :) hungry?
forgive me for gloating. im proud of myself! haha.

(ok. so the format is a bit messy. but i cant help it. blogger is being silly.)

i gotta go to lecture now. so bye!

back-to-uni depression...

i can't concentrate.
i hate chem! i need to do chem though. last semester's cramming just before tests is something i dont want to do again this semester! but i cant help it. i cant concentrate on this until i really have to. agh. so instead of using my time doing somsething more productive, im here rambling about chemistry because this is supposed to be my 'chemistry study' time. and i got all my chem stuff laid out in front of me. im just not reading. well no, ive read. but nothings gone into my head. just a waste of time reading throughe verytthing.
1 more hour before the library closes.

hmmph.

bye.

AAAAAAHhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

I think i lost the cable to connect my phone to the computer. i wanted to upload some pictures (YES I WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO UPLOAD PICTURES) and my sad computer does not have bluetooth... SO i need that cable! and I CANT FIND IT! *cry*
now what???

ANyway. Breathe. Calm down. *inhale* *hold for a sec* *exhaaaaaleeeeeeee*

on a brighter note. i survived my first 8 hr stretch of classes. now left a 2 hr lecture tomorrow which doesn't sound too bad.
and i dissected an earthworm yesterday! i so wanted to take a picture of it. but the demonstrators had nothing to do so they decided to help me clear up... so it was gone.:( (but now i cant connect my hpone to the com so doesnt matter anyway! ><)

agh.
hokai.no pictures. sorrie.

im going out for a while since i have NOTHING to do at home. how depressing. andi thoughtid be happy after finishing thursday class...
bye!