little dreams and little surprises

i had an audition today without knowing i was going to an audition... until i entered the room. its for performing at the graduation dinner. i dont know how many people are going to play something. but they were looking for people to play either when people are hanging around taking photos(outside? something like that...) or to play on stage.
well... right now they want us to play on STAGE! OMG. die. ok. i cant deny, it feels pretty good that after listening to us they want to put us on stage (whatever the reason is.. maybe cuz they need someone there or something) haha. but i wasnt expecting to play on stage. So now apparently i will be singing as well. o_O the only time ive sang in front of people with a mic is during karaoke. therefore the biggest audience ive had is like... um... dono around 20 max?( at pa's CNY reunion dinner) and that was when no one was really listening anyway.
graduation will include students, teachers and parents. (thankfully) not all parents are going, and not all students are going either. but that still means there will be at least 300 people (if all the students are going we have about 270+? something like that) so with teachers and parents.. >< that would make like.. more than 600 eyes and ears!!
so anyway. this might just be my last performance. i think. what are the chances of me performing once im in university, rite? plus, after uni ill be doing pharmacy (or i hope to!) and will not have time for random performances? furthermore, once you get to a certain age, i think people expect you to be very good at what you do.
then again imight be wrong cuz i thought the last concert with symphonic band would be the last. and then this thing came up and yeah. :) thanks swati!