post grad blues...

I just looked through my grad photos again and i think there's a problem with my camera. i get some good photos... and then the next bunch of photos are crap... and then the following photos are okay.. and the next are crap... it cant be coincidental that people can take good photos all together, and then the next group of people who take the photos are crap. right? and its not the lighting either cuz there are good and bad pictures in the same place. so. its my camera. and half of my photos are pretty crap. which really sux. aagh. graduation night could have been better. loads better.

so. forgetting the crappy things about graduation night... here are the good things...

- everyone looked gorgeous. it was a night of beautiful people, on the inside, and outside.
- i can now say that i have performed to an audience of about 750 people. (so what if half of them werent listening... ^^ )
- its nice that we got a little bear each and the '06 photo. oh, and a rose :) but my mum got me a bouquet anyway and its very pretty.
- (the id problem and cost aside...) the afterparty was very fun. i wish it had lasted longer...

um yea. it might have gotten a bit repetitive from previous blog entry i think but whatever. dont know how many people read through it anyway....

im feeling sort of depressed at the moment. it could be that only now its slowly sinking in that i wont be meeting many of these people ever again. and to top that off i dont have good photos of them. or even a picture of them with me.

This song was played during graduation in grade 8. Four years on and it still means something to me and i'm sure to many other people. They should have played it at the end of the party or something...

Graduation song- Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat chorus (3x)