Oh no. It's THAT person. Run and hide.

Why?
I can't figure out why I avoid certain people. I feel bad about it. Plus, it creates awkward situations. So why bother with it? Why don't I just pretend everything's ok and let things be the same as it used to be? Wait- did i say pretend? If there's nothing wrong in the first place then there's no need to pretend. So why pretend there's something wrong then pretend there's nothing wrong? thats just a waste of emotional energy. =.=
One of the reasons i avoid certain people is because its just 'what we do'. When a friend starts doing something, it's contagious and everyone in that group of friends is infected with the "i need to avoid that person" disease. So we just do it because thats the way it is. But sometimes as an individual, you don't feel the same way about that person as the rest of the group may. Or maybe in actual fact, only one person in the group feels that way but they share it around and all of a sudden everyone agrees. If you stand up and do what you feel like doing, you're afraid that the rest of your friends feel like you're boycotting against them, and slowly but surely you'll lose them as your friends. So the whole avoiding people business... it's difficult to be an individual and think for yourself because there's so many factors involved... You got two choices- 1) to avoid that specific someone like you would do when you're with your friends even when you're alone, or 2) you pretend to be like your friends around them, but when you're alone you forget the whole barrier avoiding person thing. (and hope your friends don't find out) Friends can be selfish. They want to keep you for themselves. I'm your friend, you're my friend. So no one else interfere! When new people come in they become defensive, afraid of losing a best friend. I was going to write more about stuff but i'm going a bit off topic. SO: in conclusion,
Simple things in life can sometimes be so complicated.

I feel like baking.